Wednesday, September 28, 2005
That curve on my face went the other way round.
I broke down last night.
I don't like the way you treat me, sigh. Thanks Qiaos & Mich, for the talk last night. Tiny bit better, love (: Thanks to Mich, especially. She always make me feel hell much better. She's a wise little one with wise words. Good, I'm glad.
School was I-don't-know. Both good & bad. Qiaos skipped school today.
Get well soon, love! Morning was spoilt by
MISS PAMELA YANG. Thankyou ah. NO MORE LONG NAILS, NO MORE RED HAIR BAND!
So pretty yet, so evil. GEE! All we had today was, Bio, Maths & Socials. Bio was boring & entertaining. :) Did nothing but text-messaging & chatting. Haha, Mrs Lim is so funny. Baby got caught by principal for her TOO-LONG-BELT-TOO-LOOSE uniform. She called to complain about her tight & ugly uniform. Hahah, hilarious. :) Twinnie was there too! Lol, & I was hiding at the foot rest area under the table. Mich is fugly mean! I finished the phone call & she was like, "No need, you stay there. No need come out." & that place is SO dusty & EEYER! I'm allergic to dust, thankyou. :\ Got up, continued with our little talks. :) Socials is getting boring-er & boring-er by lessons. & I hate it. Especially when I'm frikkin' weak at Socials. Gah!
Lunch-ed at Compass again. I love hanging with Sass & Nette. Not the coolest but I love(: Bought new headband & rubberband. Both in white, I like! I prefer red though but !#$% They don't allow. ):
SJC teachers are biased & I dislike them. They're biased against US! Ugh, we're not gonna have our papers in the hall like the express girls. 'Cos we're different. Big difference hurrr? Wtf. Countless other girls are using green, red, orange, whatever other fucking volour bands & no one warns them, but I got warned! ARGH! Fuckshit.
I told Hubby, I'm giving up on myself. & I don't know why. Love, Friends, Education & Family. I've stopped trying, I've stopped learning, I've stopped everything. I can't find the strength I need, the will to study. I'm tired. Exhausted, very indeed. Shakes head. Sigh.
I saw eye candy today (: I so love her smile!
Baby, what I told you is true about what I feel about myself. :) You're blinded by the sunshine that's how you didn't get to see that fugly fool in front of you. Trust me, someday you'll probably look back & realised how badly you regret having me in your life. & I know you're gonna be angry with me after reading this. -runs away.
REPLIES
RACHAEL } Back in your blog I think (: Thanks babe, really. Thanks for everything lah (: You've been great! :D Study hard for your papers okay!
michelle } hellooooooooooooooooooo (:
ROLROL } I miss you, love! Song-sending again aights! I'll tell you all about it another time okay! (= I wanna drae Turn Back The Clock too. :) GREAT, I've decided! Hahah, I miss Amanda you & Lyd! Hang out after Eoys!
I'm drunk on what I'm singing through these open eyes.
; stick with you
